I crave the feeling of a child in my arms. It's crazy. How madly I'm drawn to the idea of mother and son. Everytime I see a lady holding her little boy, I wish he were mine and I were his. So beautiful, you know. The only person who's going to come into this world loving you by default, you'd never have to prove your worth.

Dear future-son, you have no idea how much I love you. Please come to me quickly, this heart can't wait so long.
Love, your mama.
PS: I already have so many names for you, but I know one thing for sure: you'll have the best first name in the world. Your middle name is what you'll go by, I'll let your daddy decide that, but your first name! It's going to be amazing! : )